Rev 21 4(J) He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and(K) death shall be no more,(L) neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away."
Believe it or not thinking about eternity right now is a comfort to me. No matter how much pain we experience. No matter how many tears we cry. This is all so temporary for us. We will one day walk into a land where these things do not exist. How amazing is that to think? I mean seriously that is so comforting right now. Don't get me wrong about this. We are still looking forward to seeing Levi grow up. I am not looking to get out of here quite yet. It's just a beautiful picture of what is to come. We will one day be relieved of all this world has to offer. Instead we will be ushered into this amazing place He is preparing now.
A friend sent an email today that has been through similar trials. She spoke wise words that are very real to us right now. She told us that God will let us off of the rollercoaster when we need off. He did give us a break today. Levi did take a step backwards but it had to happen. He ended up with a collapsed lung after all of this. He had to go back on the vent. Honestly Anjie and I were ready. We couldn't watch it anymore. We just don't believe it was his time. Levi's lung has already opened back up on his own. The doctor seemed surprised but hey we know who is in charge. The plan now is to give him at least a week and start over. Lets be praying for next time. The great news is never lost steam on the feedings during all of this. Thanks so much for your continued prayers and support. You guys are amazing!
A friend sent an email today that has been through similar trials. She spoke wise words that are very real to us right now. She told us that God will let us off of the rollercoaster when we need off. He did give us a break today. Levi did take a step backwards but it had to happen. He ended up with a collapsed lung after all of this. He had to go back on the vent. Honestly Anjie and I were ready. We couldn't watch it anymore. We just don't believe it was his time. Levi's lung has already opened back up on his own. The doctor seemed surprised but hey we know who is in charge. The plan now is to give him at least a week and start over. Lets be praying for next time. The great news is never lost steam on the feedings during all of this. Thanks so much for your continued prayers and support. You guys are amazing!
For my prayer warriors
Levi - To get off of the vent! To rest, No infections, No swelling & continued feedings.
Trent & Anjie - Rest
I was given this advice once by a young father soon after the death of his wife, when I was going through illness & death of my parents....simply abide. Praying for you all.
ReplyDeleteAs discouraging as the news of Levi having to go back on the vent is, there are blessings to give thanks over – Levi’s lung re-inflated quickly, he hasn’t had any infections, he has been able to maintain his feeding levels, and he hasn’t had any swelling. Praying that Levi’s neurological system and his lungs will mature & grow stronger during this week of rest on the vent and his next try at coming off the vent will be a success. Praying that seeing Levi more restful will allow both of you to rest and renew your strength. Praying God will continue to guide the dedicated doctors & nurses caring for Levi.
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